-- ISOLATION --

People have their own ways of leading their lives.. so, why bother about others? i've survived for a week without having any broken-hearted feelings.. isn't great!!!! You see, this situation im having now really makes me very very very strong.. yet, sometimes i do feel a little bit lost but takpe, i make friends with man people and alhamdulillah, semua yang terserempak kat tempat kerja akan menegur dengan mesra and ada perbalasan senyuman n tawa between us.. 

All we have to do is to BELIEVE OURSELVES..!!!

(mcm quote ni)

everything happens for a reason and that reason is actually to make us improve ourselves. 

It's true that we need friends but sometimes, in a group of friends, there will be seorang 'batu api' or seorang yang '360 degree opposite' ngan kita and actually we're trying to avoid ourselves from him/her that turns out to be kita avoid ourselves from the rest too. But actually, if the 'one' person tu takde, everything and everyone and everybody will be happy and fine.. 

Due to that reason, apa kita buat?? we ISOLATE ourselves from people (them la).. bunyinya macam ngada2 but it helps tho.. 

Actually, once in a while, we do need a space for ourselves..A space where people think that we're  arrogant (duk dalam bilik je), berkira (masak and makan sorang2), mengada2 (taknak  borak n keluar sama), kepala hangin (suddenly nak moody) but actually 'that space' gives us a peace of mind.. That space has given me the time to MUHASABAH DIRI, time to REDUCE MY SESI MENGUMPAT, time to AVOID BEING ANGRY (when we meet and talk with friends, we will listen to their stories and anger on something, then, we tend to put ourselves in their shoes la kononnya and kita pun nak marah), and most important thing is the time for me to do my WRITING (where if u sit with ur friends, of course kita nak pegi berjalan, bermalasan and berbual unlike when u're alone)..

Therefore, i do appreciate what's happening now and THANKS TO ALLAH FOR MAKING ME EXPERIENCING THIS... and THANKS TO ALLAH FOR MAKING THEM SAID THINGS THAT THEY AREN'T SUPPOSE TO SAID..

Walau apa pun, i really hope this things will end. Not sure siapa yang akan start it first coz masing-masing pun ego and rasa tak bersalah (including me!! haha). well, i've been like this since before.. i don't mess with people sesuka hati but once i dah mess with u, then oit's because of a really big thing and then u're done.. (waaahhh, takut taaaaak)...

Moralnya, janganlah kita melukakan atau menyinggung perasaan or yang lebih penting skali MEMALUKAN orang lain especially someone yang u rapat in front of strangers. 

AKHIR KATA;

AND OLEH YANG SEDEMIKIAN, PERLULAH KITA SENANTIASA -->

till we meet again ....... sayonara ..... ^-^